So, apparently my last post is when I was still in Jakarta.
Yeah, now I live in Paris. So what.
Well, that is to say, a lot of things have happened since then.
Please, I'm not in the mood to tell a story about how my life in France is, seriously. It's a good thing, of course, something I have always wished for. But reality hurts, eh? Nothing really exciting happens, even though every single time I tell people that now I live in Paris, everyone, without fail, is like, "Wow that's fun! So how's it?"
Just so you note, I'm extremely in a bad mood right now. Seems like I only write a new blog post when I am in such a mood, eh? LOL
My point is, it'd be wise if you don't take what I say seriously now, due to my mood XD
It's just, like the title, it's... hmm...
Have you ever felt like this?
When you have something really disturbing in your mind,
really really a pain in the ass,
but you cannot tell anyone because you'll feel pathetic if you do?
Ah damn. Why does everything have to go wrong in one time.
I really need an explanation where it goes wrong. And at which point I do make mistakes.
That's best describing my 'hmm'.
Well, it's just, your feelings can't lie, aight?
You can tell what's in your mind loudly, persistently to your heart, and make yourself believe that it's the truth. But somehow you will still deny, if it's not.
So, hmm... I............ well....................... :)
