Saturday, August 12, 2017

list of excuses not to talk

It is really surprisingly easy to isolate yourself.

I'm not in the mood to talk

They won't understand

I'm lazy to explain the situation from the beginning

I don't want to disturb people

Let's just have fun and forget it

I won't like their reply, if they even bother to reply at all


There. Go ahead and add more.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

There are times when I'm afraid of myself, of what I may find amusing or what I may do.

But this is the first time I'm actually worried about myself, about what I might do, in this situation.


I will never be able to tell anyone about this.