Not Ready for New Year !

Ada yang bilang, "New day, new experience!" Yah,, bener sih. Ga mungkin kita mengalami hal yang sama lebih dari satu hari. Tiap hari, pasti akan muncul masalah baru, muncul tantangan baru, begitu begitu begitu terus, sampai akhirnya! Tau2 udah tanggal 31 Desember! Tau2 udah di penghujung akhir taon 2008! Tau2 nyokap udah beli ini itu persiapan old&new nanti!

Wew...

Actually, I really really wish today will be a looooong day. Why? Because I haven't even prepared anything for the new year! Harusnya, "New year, new spirit, new experience!" kan? Tapi, guw masih belum dapet semangat taun baru itu... Pertama, kamar guw aja masih sangat amat berantakan, bahkan lebih berantakan dari TPA! Kedua, I haven't think about my new-year-resolutions! Ketiga, guw merasa belom melakukan apa2 di taon 2008!

Dan... Yang paling mengganjal sih, karena guw merasa belom siap untuk meninggalkan sesuatu dari taon 2008 ini.

I'm the type of person who always thinks there's always tomorrow. Therefore, I postphone everything until it comes near to the deadline. Sebenernya untuk yang satu ini emang ga ada deadline sih, secara ini cuma masalah yang ada dalam diri guw sendiri aja. Tapi bisa ga ya, untuk masalah yang satu ini guw bilang, "Gapapa deh, masih ada besok!"?

Tapi, yang namanya masalah itu, makin dipikir, makin ga ketemu jawabannya, dan akhirnya makin males deh hahahah! Dan~ karena sakin udah malesnya, guw jadi berpikir, "Apa2 ga ya, klo guw menyongsong tahun baru dengan membiarkan (kamar) guw berantakan kayak gini?" *grin*

Playlist for this Christmas

1-2 hari sebelum UAS dimulai, guw main2. Gunyu2 ga jelas, bukannya belajar, malah online melulu. Akhirnya, dengan status2 guw yang mengundang (karena saking dodolnya) itu, banyak yang komentarlah! Ujung2nya, jadi makin ga belajar deh hahaha!

Bodohnya lagi, main2 guw itu parah banget. Kata seorang temen guw, maen2 guw itu diibaratkan, udah maen api pake minyak pula! Hahaha.. Pikir2 bener juga sih, udah tau mau ujian, kok malah main "api"?? Wakakakak~

Untungnya, dampaknya ga langsung muncul. Munculnya cuma pas ujian2 yang dalam tanda kutip bisalah ga pake belajar. Tapi tetep aja, ternyata berat juga yah hahaha!

Dari hasil2 guw cerita2 sama beberapa temen, guw jadi belajar banyak hal juga. Guw jadi tau hal2 tentang diri sendiri, yang sebelumnya ga guw ketahui. Tapi, kebanyakan dari semua itu, justru membuat guw makin ga puas sama diri sendiri.

Even though I know I shouldn't have done it, I did it. Even though I understand it's been decided and I should keep moving forward, I keep looking back.

Pada dasarnya manusia itu gampang mentolerir dirinya sendiri. And that's exactly what I'm doing right now! *lol* Tapi guw pikir, mungkin gapapa kali ya.. Mumpung guw punya waktu sekitar sebulan untuk menenangkan diri. Mumpung guw punya keluarga dan teman2 yang baik, yang selalu maafin keegoisan guw... =p Thanks a lot everyone, I really really love you so much!

Barusan aja,, kakak guw ngomel. "Kenapa loe muter lagu itu mulu sih? Bosen guw!"

Dya bilang gitu,, soalnya,, saat ini di "playlist" guw cuma ada 1 lagu. Just in case you wanna know,, read the lyrics below... ^.~ (and here to download it!)


YOU AND I BOTH
by JASON MRAZ

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a line
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I loved

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh, love love You and I, You and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of...
I'm finally out of...
Finally deedeedeedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free
Oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of...
I'm finally out of...
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words...

ready~ GO!!

Once, I thought, what's the point of writing a blog? I needn't anyone to know about whatsoever happened in my life anyway, so such a thing was just not my thing... But well, people change their mind as the time goes by! *wink*



It will be my first post, so I guess I have to write something good. But it happens to be silly~ *LOL* Well spare me, I'm a silly bunny anyway..



So! Happy reading?