Playlist for this Christmas

1-2 hari sebelum UAS dimulai, guw main2. Gunyu2 ga jelas, bukannya belajar, malah online melulu. Akhirnya, dengan status2 guw yang mengundang (karena saking dodolnya) itu, banyak yang komentarlah! Ujung2nya, jadi makin ga belajar deh hahaha!

Bodohnya lagi, main2 guw itu parah banget. Kata seorang temen guw, maen2 guw itu diibaratkan, udah maen api pake minyak pula! Hahaha.. Pikir2 bener juga sih, udah tau mau ujian, kok malah main "api"?? Wakakakak~

Untungnya, dampaknya ga langsung muncul. Munculnya cuma pas ujian2 yang dalam tanda kutip bisalah ga pake belajar. Tapi tetep aja, ternyata berat juga yah hahaha!

Dari hasil2 guw cerita2 sama beberapa temen, guw jadi belajar banyak hal juga. Guw jadi tau hal2 tentang diri sendiri, yang sebelumnya ga guw ketahui. Tapi, kebanyakan dari semua itu, justru membuat guw makin ga puas sama diri sendiri.

Even though I know I shouldn't have done it, I did it. Even though I understand it's been decided and I should keep moving forward, I keep looking back.

Pada dasarnya manusia itu gampang mentolerir dirinya sendiri. And that's exactly what I'm doing right now! *lol* Tapi guw pikir, mungkin gapapa kali ya.. Mumpung guw punya waktu sekitar sebulan untuk menenangkan diri. Mumpung guw punya keluarga dan teman2 yang baik, yang selalu maafin keegoisan guw... =p Thanks a lot everyone, I really really love you so much!

Barusan aja,, kakak guw ngomel. "Kenapa loe muter lagu itu mulu sih? Bosen guw!"

Dya bilang gitu,, soalnya,, saat ini di "playlist" guw cuma ada 1 lagu. Just in case you wanna know,, read the lyrics below... ^.~ (and here to download it!)


YOU AND I BOTH
by JASON MRAZ

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a line
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I loved

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh, love love You and I, You and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of...
I'm finally out of...
Finally deedeedeedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free
Oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of...
I'm finally out of...
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words...