OK, maybe, just maybe, it would make me feel better to say them all.
They are always in my head, I versed them carefully, I was debating with myself about them, et cetera et cetera...

But it is not worth it.

They don't matter to anyone but me.
Not everything that exists in this world matters, yeah, life's not fair.
It's a yeah-so situation.

And even if I did, so what?
It won't change me in anyway.
I understand that this is permanent, to the point of giving up trying to throw it away.
I am still learning to live with it.
The fact that I am writing this means I haven't gotten far yet, but I will learn to ignore it.
For sure.

So, it does not matter, if you hear it or not,
because it won't change you,
it won't change me.

To you, who changed me, this is nothing.